Sunday, April 11, 2010

It's getting tougher... all back to usual

11th April 10. 11:30 pm.

Well...a week has passed. Everything back to usual... People said college would be different? For me, it's quite the same...yea...of course few changes are there. But more or less...still the same.
On 9th of April,friday,after lessons... went to easter rally. I was glad that many ppl actually went, not only christians but non christians too...
Yea...it was quite fun, praise and worship was great too... and we were all sorted into different groups... my group, lucky 1, FROG~~~i own 2 atrium and one ventricle i guess =P
The posing... here's the thing, we were given incidents of Jesus' doings... and we were suppose to act it out with posing and let the photographer snap our poses. Between that time, something came as a surprise. Eugene!! Long time din see this bro ,man....he looked the same to me, just more intelligent....
The really touching part was all of us wrote a note and one by one went up stick the note on the cross. It resembled all of our sins were on His back, all He was bearing , carrying the cross....ALL BY HIMSELF.... felt touched with such great love He has for us... that this amazing grace of His that we received...i feel so unworthy to have it.


Weeks passed, but i'm still the same... always stick to the pc. This has to change, i can't live with this man, i have to change!!! I have to focus!!! I still have many things to learn!! Learn how to write better and fix my chem and physics....and oh yea.... bio quiz on wed... have to do my best with that. Gotta do everything to the best!!! That's how life suppose to be....I want to make my own thrilling story!! Well...starting of another week....let's see how things go by....=)

Sunday, April 4, 2010

College, only the first and second week...

My heart was pumping, i was perspiring......We were all given papers, question papers. Everyone was doing it, writing answers on it. But for me...i was staring at that paper, it looked back...... pen in my hand but wasn't writing anything. Y? Because i didn't even know how to do the 1st question!!! Darn it!! Calculations... always give me a migraine, don't really like them. But i know they are important, important in life and every aspect. Chemistry... Physics... both have calculations. That's y i like Bio the most, with the least calculation in it. =)
Sigh~~~ What should i do?!!! Am i able to catch up? A-level is not easy,man! Everyone in my class are geniuses, all went to apply for JPA , all with at least 7A's and above.... Arg!!! Seriously... i'm a bit scared and anxious about this. I just hope the Lord will grant me strength and wisdom to get through this... hope He might send someone to help me...