Tuesday, October 16, 2012

A dilemma.

What sort of dilemma you may ask, for a young kid like me to have? Well it's that kind of things lo....
A heart of seeking love and yet wanted to do well in the studies. The thing I'm worried is whether it's just the work of hormone. I'm not that kind of guy who wants a gf just for the sake of wanting one. I am pretty serious in relationship and I mean it. However it seems quite difficult though as I want to excel in my law, I want to be a good lawyer. So....will it be difficult to find a balance between these 2 then? I really don't know actually, I feel sick these days. I'll be having a vital exam on 1st Nov which will decide everything. I'm messed up man...I don't even know what to do for now. It's so complicated , I wish I could just forget abt it. But somehow I can't....there were a few times our eyes met and I could just feel something right there, well, probably it's just my assumption though, nobody knows. Oh well, life is definitely a mystery and that's why everyone's life is so interesting and I would love to listen to each of them if they willing to share. God! Help me for the upcoming exam, Lord must help me pass this so that I could proceed!! Amen!