Harsh ''Mid-month''' of March

An urge of writing what's in my heart, yearning to voice out. O Muse, perhaps you are the goddess of Literature but I wonder whether you would work on blog as well? :P

Counting down on days till the MAJOR examination of UOL , intermediate standard...52 days left wei...not much time anymore and I still think I'm not ready. And to make things worse, I'm sick, having fever right now. Just to let you guys know for those who read of course(most probably myself anyway :P) I was ok until thursday. Wednesday night went out with bunch of friends to celebrate my buddy's birthday , It was fun hanging out with them again, they really make me feel comfortable whenever I hangout with them. You might not believe this but we went back to MCKL, our previous college to blow out the candles and made wishes. Of course we didn't leave out snapping photos,if we did that would be silly ,right? About the photographs some were captured in one kind of another, we even laughed at ourselves when we looked back. One of the background was a building right opposite of the college with the heading ''Persatuan Bagi Orang Buta Malaysia(MAB) '' and we are in the photo with the heading somehow show that we are the blind ones, nope swear to God, we have NO intention for mocking the blind.

Coming back on thursday shall we? I was having a headache and feel feverish once I woke up, had my breakfast and took my medicine then it kinda went off but came back just before dinner. I still take my meds after dinner and went to bed. But sadly :( Same thing happened the next morning and imagine going to college with such a heavy headache and the bones aching too!! Pills are taken in , sleep as much as I can after class but still the same. The fever just won't go off!! It's kinda repetitive. Meds in, feel ok for few hours then it came back again. It was until today that I decided to leave the class at 11am this morning and called my mom to bring me to a doctor. I guess my immune system is just not strong enough these days especially with the hot weather outside. And ONE more thing, I noticed the Hall on the first floor in the college is not so hygiene after all!!! There are so many students who are ill and coughing in class!!! SO MANY!!! Imagine how that would help me recover?!!

Anyway, I was given antibiotics and I really hope I would really recover from this fever and get back to work. There are so many things to be done and I have not even started on the VLE essay that need to be submitted by latest first week of May. Examination starts on 10TH May, wish me luck. Nah, wish God guides. I only trust luck for 10% only, effort is another 60% and hopefully with God's consent and blessings hope to get another 30% to make it 100%.

But right now the first thing I really want is to recover from this FEVER!!

A view on the Our Daily Bread.
True success is staying on God's path by following His Word and giving Him praise instead of craving it for ourselves.

Help me, O Lord, lest my heard become proud,
For all of my talents by You are endowed;
Nothing I have can I claim as my own,
What mercy and grace in my life You have shown!-D.De Haan.